Sunday, April 25, 2010

the second coming

Turning and turning in the widening gyre
The falcon cannot hear the falconer;
Things fall apart; the centre cannot hold;
Mere anarchy is loosed upon the world,
The blood-dimmed tide is loosed, and everywhere
The ceremony of innocence is drowned;
The best lack all conviction, while the worst
Are full of passionate intensity.


Surely some revelation is at hand;
Surely the Second Coming is at hand.
The Second Coming! Hardly are those words out
When a vast image out of
Spiritus Mundi
Troubles my sight: somewhere in sands of the desert
A shape with lion body and the head of a man,
A gaze blank and pitiless as the sun,
Is moving its slow thighs, while all about it
Reel shadows of the indignant desert birds.
The darkness drops again; but now I know
That twenty centuries of stony sleep
Were vexed to nightmare by a rocking cradle,
And what rough beast, its hour come round at last,
Slouches towards Bethlehem to be born?

-william butler yeats

http://en.wikisource.org/wiki/The_Second_Coming

before the world was made

if i make the lashes dark
and the eyes more bright
and the lips more scarlet
or ask if all be right
from mirror after mirror
no vanity's displayed;
i'm looking for the face i had
before the world was made.
as though on my beloved
and my blood be cold the while
and my heart unmoved?
why should he think me cruel
or that he is betrayed?
i'd have him love the thing that was
before the world was made.

-william butler yeats

Saturday, April 24, 2010

Plan P

hri sabtu sibuk bangeeeeeeeeeeeeet ga boong =( pagi2 jam 7 gue uda ada di rmh ojay bwt kumpul majalah (skaligus menikmati MTV & AXN - wind chill yg serem itu) trus bikin pancake, pancakenya enak sih cuma kbanyakan meises (ato apalah itu namanya). jam stngh 12 bru pulang ke rmh bwt makan siang, kali ini piani ikut trus jadinya heboh bgt siang di rmh gue. dtg2 piani lgsg menyerbu kamar gue - wuaaaaa malu -_____________-" - jdlah smua aib gue trbongkar tnp rasa iba sdikitpun. abis makan siang, dmn ibu gue dg lawaknya nanya kalo chace crawford itu cewe dan memutar otak mati2an brusaha nginget pernah nonton gossip girl ato nggak, gue ama piani nonton mr. and mrs. smith ampe jam stngh 4, abis itu brangkat softball. piani nebeng ampe pinsat trus dijemput ibunya, prtemuan sm raditya dika skali lagi gagal, trus kburu il feel deh smuanya. akhirnya dibatalin wwncr sm raditya dika trus bralih ke penulis AAC yg namanya gue lupa. sebel

Friday, April 23, 2010

tooo senopati

hri ini - yg brmula sprti hri jumat biasa - mendadak jd heboh. pagi2 yg ikt orientasi, tes fisik (gue 3.4/3.5, lupa) bikin CAPEK BGT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! =__________= abis itu seni rupa, bk, tik. shrsnya abis itu keput trus ekskul sprti jumat biasa, tp trnyata...
"hei, kalian ke rmhku aja nanti jam 2:30 bwt wawancara!"
kalimat itu spenuhnya menghancurkan konsep 'jumat biasa' utk hri ini.
akhirnya stlh gue melakukan sjmlh panggilan telfon gue dbolehin ke rmh mreka yg ada di senopati, blok s nun jauh sana. plg skolah (jam stngh-3)kta lgsg brangkat make taksi bluebird (piani yg nanggung biayanya - gue ama hepi enak bgt numpang duit HAHAHA) trus ngobrol2 makan2 di mobil. trnyata senopati ga trlalu jauh dri labsky, malah deket sama energy tower dmn ayah gue kerja. rmhnya gede lho, bagus lg ^^ gue & bbrp org lg mainin wii (SERUU hehe) pas jam 4 trus akhirnya balik ke labsky numpang mobil piani. dri sana, gue nebeng hepi ke mcd bintaro, trus nunggu ibu gue dateng ampe jam 6'an, trus plg make taksi express. he